Monday, 13 August 2007 (10:32pm)

Today has to have been the most difficult day so far. I forgot to replace my lemons until after i was already wanting more lemon juice so I went to three different super-markets looking for lemon; one had green ones, the other they were too small, last one- just right. Since I was hungry, it was particularly awful seeing all the food everywhere. I considered quitting the lemon diet SO MANY times today but somehow I made it through.

Its weird because I woke up so energetic, billed some clients, did some design work. I was bouncing all over the place and then I was just hungry and I guess the bad energy followed in the footsteps of my mood because nothing seemed to go right today.

I saw M- later on and talked to him about it. It made me feel so much better. He suggested we eat out first “real” meal together- so far, we’re planning on a Cuban restaurant. That means I have to do the lemons for atleast one more day (if not more, if he decides to continue.) I don’t mind though. It would be worth it to share a meal and be able to experience it together. :)

Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.