Saturday, 11 August 2007 (1:35pm)

I noticed today that I have much more energy, although that could just be a result of sleeping a lot more than I usually do the night before. I have begun to accept the fact that I won’t be eating until nest weekend. It made me sad at first but now I am just accepting it, kind of like the way you accept visits to the dentist or other unpleasant occurrences in daily life. I notice smells more than I have before. I had originally thought this was because I was so hungry, as the smells were always food. However, I notice other smells more also- like the smell of people’s houses and such.

Now that I am not so exhausted anymore, I can begin to catch up on the projects I put on hold temporarily. The first few days were rough on my energy levels.

Saturday, 11 August 2007 (11:58am)

Last night I had a dream that I ate a whole plate of greasy french fries (and I don’t even like greasy food.) I was on an airplane with a bunch of people I know and M- was sitting in the seat in front of me. I looked over him and saw he had taken a few bites from a huge beef hamburger (and he doesn’t eat beef at all.) I felt so disappointed that I would have to start all over again.